This is for you Trevor since you were so upset that I didn’t talk about you in my last blog post!

You are welcome

So yes, I know its been awhile since I have updated this blog of mine.

My life has been so up and down in the last 6 months and kind of blur, where does the time go? I am 25, still part-time at the Phx Suns and living with Mark… 4 months ago (that I can remember) I was not working over 100 hours every two weeks and was home by 530 every night and I hated it, I wanted to be working longer hours so I wouldn’t be sitting at home alone waiting for Mark to get home. 6months ago…. yea, I can not remember anything that far ago, or maybe I don’t want to. Its funny how we pick and choose what we want to remember in our life’s.

This Christmas will be my third with Mark, Lucy and Lexi.. we put up our tree and its beautiful. I feel as I get older nothing in my life is the same, Christmas, sleeping, my likes, things I hate…etc. Christmas when I was kid was the most amazing, happy time of my life & families life. Now, I feel like its a chore… or maybe I just feel this way because as I have gotten older my perfectionist side is getting worse & worse. Isn’t it funny how when we get older things that use to be fun feel more like a pain in the ass or a chore.

Funny thing about my life right now is how one morning I wake up pumped and ready to take on the world and other mornings I wake up like is this really my path?

Funny thing about everyone’s life is how we all live in the now moment. We never want to stop and plan, we just want to get it done and get it done now.

What is you “funny thing about life”?